There is so much I could say today and yesterday but it is best if I keep quiet and to myself. I will say however that I have learned a few things these past few days. One of them is you can't pick your family and thank God above you can pick your friends. Without my friends and my husband I do believe at this point my mind would be gone at this point.....
My heart is broken, it's broken and shattered beyond repair. Apparently I did something so traumatizing and so terrorizing that I was unaware of even doing it. I know that to those of you who know me, you are finding this unbelievable. I find it just as unbelievable. But THEY tell me that I am guilty of this crime. THEY tell me I have a black soul and that I am an animal and should be ashamed of myself. Ok.....but I will pray for THEM and I will continue to love them. After all isn't that what I am suppose to do? In the mean time, I will stay away. I will have no contact with any of THEM. I know in my heart I did nothing wrong.
I have removed all traces and all reminders so THEY are no longer in my face. I did however leave the truth out there for all to see. For all to judge me or THEM. I suppose it is up to you dear reader. But it doesn't really matter does it? Because it's not about me and it's not about THEM, really it never was. It's about prayer and what the power of prayer has done. It has done so much so please continue to pray for him. He's just a little boy and he needs so much prayer. We love him so much. So I ask you and I ask God to please continue blessing him and blessing the doctors as they place their hands upon his body. Thy will be done. Thy will be done.
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